Tuesday, 10 May 2011

Sarah 3G

Sarah 3G

As soon as I laid my eyes on this little girl, I fell in love with her! I wanted to take her away from there and into my home, I wanted to hold her and tell her that she is mine and I will never let her go! Oh how I wish I was able to do that! Having a little girl of my own has been a lifelong dream, one that I thought I would make true when I started having children. But God had other plans for me! He sent me 2 gorgeous little guys who I love more than life itself and that I would give my life for! I find myself going to Sarah's page every day hoping that she will be moved from the available to the Found my family page! It's a shame she is still there, she will make a family blessed beyond imagination with her presence! Makes me sad to think of all the night she has spent and has continued to spent alone with no one to take her for a walk, no one to brush her hair, tuck her in and read her a bedtime story. Breaks my heart :(

What do I do with 2 hours by myself?

That is the big question! Kristofer will be starting school come September and I will have about 2 hours to myself! He will be part time 2x a week for 2.5 hours! It takes about 30 minutes round trip to the school and back which leaves me with 2 hours to myself. Enough for me to come home, check my emails and work on my farms and eat breakfast! That's about it I think lol I think this will be a great opportunity for him to go to school and interact with others kids and run wild! Hopefully this will mean that he will sleep better at night and release all that energy a 2 year old has! He will be at the same school Jerrin is so I have no doubt that Jerrin would want to go visit him often if it's acceptable by the school and teachers!

I was going to sign up for some classes in the neighborhood but the schedule doesn't come out until later this year so I will have to wait and see if there is something I can do without the kids! Usually their programs are with kids in mind and most of the classes offer child care! Time will tell if this was the right decision for me, I know it is for Kristofer so I hope he really likes it!